Cute

It's Friday night 
I know you're excited to see me 
Im quite excited to see you too 
Like magic you appear out of the blue 
And surprisingly i have quite a heart for you 

Pre-chorus 
But behind this cheeky little smile that you love 
A problem i don't know if you can bare 
Don't say i don't warn you baby 
Its time you know what you're heading to 

Chorus 
I can be quirky, i can be lame 
I can be playing all those silly games 
I can be a mess you think you can get through? Ohh 
I can be a trick and i can be a pain 
I can be raining on your sunny day 
I like to fight over a small issue 
But when i love, i love with all my heart 
Its been like that from the very start 
Ooh baby, with all the things that i say 
I hope you enjoy your stay 
Hope you enjoy your stay 
Hope you enjoy your stay 
Hope you enjoy your stay 

Putting on my dress for a night to remember 
Take me in on a table for two 
You said you like the way i laugh and the way i do my hair 
Ooh, im falling into you 

Pre-chorus 
Chorus 

Please know who i am and who im not 
Because i seem to like you a lot 
Don't say i don't warn you baby 
Its time you know what you're heading to

Twitter

Lately memang rancak bukak twitter dari social network yang lain lain. Lagi senang nak luahkan kat situ lah kot, I guess. And seronok bila kadang-kadang bukak page quote2 ni, and berdebussh kena diri sendiri. Contoh macam ni:

Yang ni menusuk kalbu sebab teringat kawan kawan lama yang susah betul nak keep in touch. Makes me wonder, am I not that significant to them, walaupun dulu baik gileeee dengan diorang. Tapi, actually tu macam ayat selfish jugak. Maybe, I am the one yang tak make the effort untuk contact balik mereka mereka ini, I am the one yang feel that they were not important. To just be distance, and not bother to try and reach 'em out whenever we have time, is one of the selfish act that I think I did quite often.

How sad?

Contohnya, masa balik Malaysia, banyak plan nak jumpa kawan kawan lama. Tapi ended up tak jadi jumpa sebab rasa malas. How uncool is that? 

I know I have to change this bad habit of mine.

And despite all that, memang sangat rasa sedih bila orang lain were distancing themselves from you kan. I know that feeling. And now I know the solution to that is not to also be distance, but to talk to OR acknowledge that the person might be doing that for some reason. Jangan keruhkan masalah gituuu.

Oh well, such a random post. On another note, my pre-holiday vacation will be happening soon. Can't wait yay!!

Linguistic Fieldwork

Yay, Alhamdulillah. Today was a fine day...

• Tadi pegi buat fieldwork for kelas Linguistic. Dah berjaya overcome my fear of talking to strangers. Randomly approaching them. Fuhh nervous jugak. Nasib bukan sorang-sorang. Mana nak cari location, mana nak fikir soalan, ingat their responses etc... Thanks lah ye pada yang tolong ^_^

• Harini jugak dapat discover banyak tempat tempat baru kat Toronto. Places where I never thought I would go. Tengok tengok pemandangan, cuci mata dengan high-end places, best!

• Catching up time with bestfriends. Story-telling was always the best remedies for stressful condition. Dapat duduk-duduk minum bubble tea, makan waffles. Great time. 

• Finally, we sort of buat plan for winter break. Hopefully menjadi. Pleassseee nak berjalan!!

Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah. Syukur atas semua yang jadik. Seperti petikan ni, that's how exactly I felt right now:

Petikan Biografi Inspirasi Sejernih Sinar Matamu, Prof Dr. Muhaya:

"Apabila kita mengubah gambaran dalam fikiran kita maka emosi kita akan berubah dan tindakan kita akan berubah. Oleh itu bina gambaran positif dan sentiasa elakkan keganasan atau kekasaran"

Finding the silver lining

Minggu ni sangat disaster. I was terribly tired and unhappy for the weekend, don't know why. Actually, I do know why but I'm keeping that to myself, for now. Sigh. Why do I keep blaming everything that happened to be my fault? Even though I'm well aware that it's not always the case. Penat lah macam gini. And boring jugak asyik kena salahkan diri sendiri.

And because of all of these distractions, tambah dengan cuaca asyik hujan je, finally my body can't have it anymore. Demam. Tak larat pegi kelas for Monday's classes. Dah lah dua dua kelas Anthro, seminar pulak tu. Haih, esok kena jumpa prof masa office hour and cakap one-on-one regarding research project. Harap harap dah sembuh sikit.

Rumah Zakkeyyah lawa gila. Jeles kbai.

Melancholy

Hari ini hujan mendung satu hari. And ada midterms worth of 30%. I think I screwed that up, very very badly. Nanges. Sedih. And nanges lagi. 

Need a break.

Always