Stress

Sangat penat. Baru hantar essay 10 pages rabu lepas, hari ni Jumaat kena hantar lagi satu essay. Tak tahan rasanya. Nak nangis airmata tak keluar. Mama, nak balik :'( tambah pulak additional small things, tetiba dapat surat tax tulis amount owing seratus dollar lebih. Pehal? Pening dah. Bil talipon mahal yang amat. Gatal sangat pegi sign contract tiga tahun sape suruh. Padan muka. Dah lah nak gi jalan winter break nanti. Duit sepi sepi je tinggal. Berangan lah kau. Exam paling lewat habis, markah test biasa biasa, mesti yang paling terok antara sumeorang. Sedih lah. What i did wrong?

Bila mengadu sikit, nak share kelelahan yang barely dapat tanggung, kawan cakap, "tu lah, I pun sama. Banyak keje itu ini". I dont need your rambling, just nak sympathy. Dengarlah luahan ni. I feel you, and i need you to feel me. I miss the old days T_T

Arghhhh I so wanna eat Popeyes!! *random thought*

Minggu midterms yang sangat busy nak nangis lalu bukak blog dan tules

Setelah sekian lama tak bukak blog ni, tetiba rasa nak tulis something. Minggu depan ada tiga midterms. Ada yang worth 50%, 20% and etc. Sangat stress. Sangat rasa nak jalan-jalan. Jalan jalan ambik angin, hilangkan rasa tak tenang ni. Sungguh. Nasib ada one thing yang dapat keep up my head in the game. The fact that travel planning for winter holiday tgh in-progress, jugak the fact yang next summer I wanna go back home for full 4 months. Fullstop. Ahhhh bahagianya kalau semua ikut rancangan.

Winter holiday teaser:

Moga dipermudahkan, insya allah :D


Ok back to work Farah!

Cupcake Samudera & Nasi Tomato

Hari ni kawan-kawan dari UBC, Alberta and Guelph datang melawat. Sebab rasa bersalah asyik post makanan kat facebook, so kali ni ada masa sikit masak-masak lah untuk kawan-kawan. Menu harini, Nasi Tomato dengan cupcake sikit. Rasa puas dapat jamu dorang, and seronok tengok orang makan. Alhamdulillah.

Tinggal lagi seminggu lebih nak balik Malaysia. Tak sabar rasanya. Juga, nak pegi Montreal dengan Ottawa dulu sebelum bertolak ke Malaysia. Tiket dah beli, tapi belum plan apa-apa lagi. Kalau tak jadi pegi, memang sedih sangat-sangat, sebab dah janji kan. Memang duit dah sempit sikit, tapi pegi berjalan ni bukannya nak shopping sangat pun. Sightseeing, sambil jenguk2 kawan. Moga segala urusan dipermudahkan.

They're Graduated!

Setinggi-tinggi congrats to all my seniors, graduate dah korang :') Semoga berjaya dapat kerja bagus-bagus, cepat kahwin, and nanti ada rezeki umur panjang boleh kita reunion sama-sama. Thank you Allah for all the memories with these people, whom I really grateful to be given chances in knowing them. Next two years here will not be the same no more *shed tears* Lepas ni kena banyak berdikari, kalau susah sikit kena try usaha sendiri dulu. Takde dah senang-senang je panggil orang tu, call orang ni, and etc etc. Seriously I feel so sad, yet empty feeling. Maybe kalau sekarang kat Malaysia tak terasa sangat sedih tu, but here I am in Toronto, watching them go one by one. Alhamdulillah many of them are/already going back for good and settle down in Malaysia. Two more years, and that's it Farah!

For all those times you stood by me 
For all the truth that you made me see 
For all the joy you brought to my life 
For all the wrong that you made right 
For every dream you made come true 
For all the love I found in you 
I'll be forever thankful baby 
You're the one who held me up 
Never let me fall 
You're the one who saw me through through it all 

You were my strength when I was weak 
You were my voice when I couldn't speak 
You were my eyes when I couldn't see 
You saw the best there was in me 
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach 
You gave me faith 'coz you believed 
I'm everything I am 
Because you loved me 

Alhamdulillah for all the love :)

Andaian semata-mata

Macam macam andaian dalam minda. Tak percaya pun ada. Shocking. Sinar harapan? Memang jadi angan-angan. Move on, now. Semoga suluhan bahagia menyinari semua. Aku? Sapu renjisan air mata sendiri.

Btw, rindu sangat akak akak Missi :')

pengubat rinduuuuu